RAHHhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!

THIS SEM SUCKS LAH. and the abnormal psych is really abnormal!
BECAUSE OF ABNORMAL PSYCH, IM FORCED TO HAVE 10 HOURS OF CONTINUOUS LESSONS W/O BREAKS ON THURS.. 10am to 8pm..
Even the appeal to psych department wasnt successful~
I was jus told that the slots are all full. the only slots left are on fridayyy.

OKAY... the only reason why i didnt change it to friday because it CLASHES WITH MY LECTURE. o.0 LIKE I CAN CHANGE THE TIMING OF MY LECTURE. wth.

RAH RAH RAH~! 10 hours!?

oh nooooo

IM HAVING WITHDRAWAL SYMPTOMS FROM NOT HAVING TO WATCH 1N2D!

Only found raw videos of episode 110. sian! i dont even have cable tv to rely on. =(

1n2d is the bestest best show everrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr. =D watching them receive gifts from their fans all over the world, I had the urge to give them something too! heh.xD they dont even know how popular they are.. lol

It's depressing enough that i cant get to watch the latest episodes of 1n2d.. but school's gonna reopen very soon. omg. save me from the horror. o.O

Oh man... How i wish i am already working.. although im not lookin forward to being under a boss and having to obey the working rules, I want to earn money.. so i can repay the uni fees debt to the bank (It's quite a large sum.ZZZ) and support my mummy who's been working so hard to support me and my bro.. =( her savings are more or less drainedddddd
(and visit korea.. fix the tooth that has been bothering me for years cos of the stupid fall i had in pri 4.. IF I CAN)

=/ RAH MONEY IS SCARY INDEED. without it, you can barely survive in this world...

이승기 =DDD

my new addiction=lee seung gi~~~ <33

heh. his vocals are really GREAT! sighs. it's all sarah's fault. now we are both into him. xDDD
Speaking of that, people who like We Got Married should watch 1N2D too!! the whole cast very funny haha. makes the show v lively~~ =D recommended for people who wants a good laugh.

HEHE. we are going to prawn fishing this tues~~~ =) Surprisingly most of the ppl CAN make it!!! heh looking forward to it!

Maple is really a waste of time omg.

Brilliant Legacy

Wheeeeee~~~ New drama to watch! The plot's quite interesting and the ratings so far are quite good. oo I love it!

Most importantly...
LEE SEUNG GI!!!! =D

But of course, his real personality on 1N 2D is muchhh cuter. =DDD
Love his songs~!!

MUAHAHA... sugoi yo ne. lee seung gi ga daisuki!!

poor hammy=(

One of my robo hamster died yesterday. Thankfully, it's due to old age... When it was dying, its partner started munching on its legs!!! omg. -.- and then it kept dragging the hammy from one end to the other end of the container by biting onto its tiny little legs!!!
So i removed the dying hammy and placed it in another container, let it die peacefully.

Those robo breed.. Dunno whether they are hungry or just damn violent. Everytime a hamster is on its verge of dying, they bite bite bite. Sometimes they tear it up and eat it!
Finding a dead hammy without its head or legs is pretty much normal for that breed. You may even find a trail of internal organs-.- gross. zz

I need a damn job. It's been so long since my hols started. oh man. Stupid recession....

On a happier note~~
IM GOING TO BUKIT TIMAH RESERVES TOMORROW!! =D
with Sarah lu..zz Wonder how long we can last. hmm.. and hopefully we wont lose our way getting there. -.-

Just some thoughts...

why are humans susceptible to lies and deception?

Sarah and I just lost another few bucks to some random stranger.. omg.
why do we always donate to ppl who are probably just trying to earn some commission? To feel good about ourselves because we made some charity efforts?
o.O I don't think soo.. In fact, i feel quite retarded donating to some stranger when i have a needy family too. ZZZ. but we just couldnt say N-O, NO!
SOMEBODY.. teach me how to say NO to these ppl!! >_<

hmm come to think of it, we didn't lose out as much as Sarah's friend. Imagine... 500 bucks for a CD.. A 'professional' photoshoot; wearing a dress that is worn and tattered. :|
And not even guaranteed that you will get an assignment!
this type of agency.. wa kao... They should be earning quite a lot from those gullible girls.
Asses!!! Dont ever fall for such scams!!

Sighs... I wonder why some people are so superficial... Putting up with someone who doesnt want to have a serious relationship with you. Not wanting to confront the person because you are afraid to break up. Having a pretty half ang moh girlfriend can justify the fact that she's actually two-timing and playing around with feelings? HAHA. omg..
o.O So sad ppl like them exists in this world.. Where the hell has their pride gone to??

There are other stuff thats bugging me.

I think in a relationship, one of the most important things is appreciation and mutual respect. Whether or not that is cheating, I still think he should at least be honest and all at that point of time. Being dishonest about what happened just means he's already guilty of doing something that he's not supposed to do.
By hurting your feelings, by not taking your side when his friends judge you (by that, I mean shut his frens up because it's hurting you) just means he still doesnt know how to appreciate and respect you... fullstop. i shall not say too much although there are stuff that i feel really indignant about.


-the end-

zzz

Family troubles are persistent. argh... Not only do we have financial trouble, we have even more complicated problems which seems to be never ending..

It almost feels as though I'm acting in a drama series everyday when i move back to Aljunied. =( It sucks. I have to endure the constant squabbling btw the 2 of them. Over what? Over everything. It's such a long story. I'm always dragged into their arguments although i did nothing wrong.

The worst thing is that i can't sleep at night because of my brother's habit. Like EVERYNIGHT. I sleep at 5-6am on the average. The physical exhaustion is bad enough but the emotional strain on me always leaves me crying in the middle of the night.

I even took a cab to kk's house at 1am in the morning just to get some rest. i just can't take it anymore. So I moved temporarily. Just so that I wouldn't go to school everyday in a knocked-out state of mind. =/

I worry about my mum. I worry about her always-aching leg. I worry about the possibility of my brother going out of his mind and killing my mother. I'm so sick of my brother's attitude and perverse thinking. I can't agree with my mother's use of methods when it comes to disciplining my brother. She just can't stop using violence and hurtful words.

They don't understand that it takes 2 hands to clap and they can't just expect the other party to give in without putting in any effort themselves. They don't get it. Being hostile doesn't get anything done. An eye for an eye doesn't apply here. ARGH. HOW can they get it???

My brother SWORE to disown my mother once he grows up and he won't hesitate to kill us in the near future. He even thought of the methods to kill us, he even vividly describes it to us. Can you imagine your child or your brother saying that to you?? =( He dares to pin my mother's head down. What else can he not do?

I have done NOTHING to him. He claims my mother is against him BECAUSE of me. Because she loves me more, he's the one always being scolded or subjected to violence. He goes against me, does to me what my mother does to him because he thinks I deserves it. Because I'm not the one being punished. He's always scolded in the first place because of his dirty and horrible habits! I really think we are more than eligible for the channel 8 show(the one that celebrities clean up horrible houses). His bed is like a rubbish chute. His TV is a place for used bowls and moulded stuff.

How has my mother responded to that on weekdays when she has the time? Sweep everythinggggggg together, be it his stuff or rubbish. On saturdays? Maybe throw a dirty wok at him while he's sleeping. Or throw the rubbish bag on him? Dirty bowls? Or anything that is within her reach. (This is already much better than a year ago when she threw knives and Iron)

Counseling? Sure we did. It failed. ARGH.

(I'm just venting out my frustrations)


-dree-